Tags: fear

• Bed bugs…

  Mars…Venus rhymes with……… (rolling eyes).  Lets talk about sex, shall we?
  Why is it so different between men and women?  Or is it?  Why of course it is!  Men have that GPS system hanging between their legs.  You know…that thing that automatically guides them to “warmer places”…. while most women are not lead by their crotches but by their emotions.   This does NOT mean we are not sexual beings however!   I realize that everyone is different.  Some men/women are more sexual than others, some libidos [...]

• Afraid to dive….

  July 27th will mark one year since my bilateral mastectomies.  I am still going thru reconstruction.  I have taken a couple months off all of it to sort of “adjust” and determine how I really feel about the “new me” before continuing onto revisions and nipple reconstruction, and also allow myself emotional healing time.  Taking this time was a good choice for me.
  I am still not thrilled with the new me.  I have determined that I am an “a” cup.  [...]

• Picket Fences

  I was one who had the traditional fairy tale with the white picket fence.   A handsome husband, cottage style home a couple kids, happy home, so much love, flower gardens, stability, security and more.     The handsome husbands came and went, the cottage style home, well… I thought I had to have a husband in order to have a home, the day that I closed on my house and bought out my ex husband was one of the proudest days of my [...]

• I don’t like spiders and snakes….????

  My aussie has been acting sluggish.  His frisbee catching has dwindled down to just a few tosses…I am concerned.  So I decided to take him for a hike in the woods.  So I dressed in my camouflage khakies, oversized sweatshirt, socks and sneakers… just in case the ticks decide to make residence in my bod!   We seem to have an abundance of them right now.  Nasty frigan critters they are.    Well, Brody just loves the woods. Mock 80 [...]

• Surgery today. Happy Foobday!

  Fri April 9th
  I’m off to see the wizard… the wonderful wizard who is going to give me new foobs! (fake boobs)….
  nervous, excited, ambivilent, scared…..  But soon it will all be behind me!